Saturday, March 31, 2012

Lack of Thoughts in my Head

I've realized with concern that it has been more than a month since my last post, and the reason is very simple: I feel as though someone has put the end of a vacuum cleaner or something like that in my ear and just sucked all the thoughts out of my head.

I'm serious. It's like, I start to think about something that I think might be kind of funny or whatever, and then I'm like - nah, who would care about that? And then I just don't have any more thoughts for a while, and then I start to have one, but the same thing happens.

And then I see a movie and I have this conversation with myself in my head where I'm like:
Oh, I could blog about that, what did I think about it?
Well, I guess it was ok.
Great, and what else?
Um, that part, like, with the thing... that was cool.
Yeah don't blog about that. You sound like a dumbass.

When I was a student and had all this time on my hands, this was never a problem. I just sat round thinking thoughts all the live long day, and they were complete thoughts, too, and whatever all of you might have thought, I at the very least was convinced that all of them were brilliant. But now that I'm not a student and I have this quasi-grown up life, it's like I've become this self-doubting spaz who's run out of thoughts!

What gives?? Has this happened to anyone else????